Growing up in the hood was sometimes fun,
Fishing, playing and watching tv,
but later on there were things going on,
Smoking weed everyday and sex was just an easy game to play

Always attacked by people i used to care about,
I took all of the hurt that people did to me,
i begged you on my knee, help me,
you are the only one who can see what s inside,
ignorance made me decide to hide to feel everythin inside

The bible was just a stupid joke,
now it was time for more sex and coke,
I also added a little occultism and became suicidal,
Cutting myself kept my mind occupied for a while,
But deep down inside i knew this is not my style,

I used to enjoy life with a smile,
but mile after mile i started to realise,
that the morals they taught me as a child,
are just fantasies in adult-land,
further and further i drifted away from you,
mile after mile, i still wanted your hand,

Totally surrounded by darkness day and night,
i didn t want to stop the fight,
searching for truth because i knew that there had to be light,
But i am glad i ve finally found it,
i hope what i ve experienced so far is just a little bit,
of your power and righteousnous,
cause you are the only one that is serious,

I wondered why you didn t intervene more powerfully in my life,
Striving to let the truth cut like a knife,
deep inside my soul and comfort my existence,
But i am still at the beginning of the distance,
the distance that is endless and hard to overcome,

However today i found out that i just started walking,
cause when i was looking in the streets,
all i saw were people very different than me,
occupied with the satisfaction of their own egoos,
something i am still struggling with,
but at least i am able to see,
that being like that is not meant for me

So how are we going to destroy the ego?
and how are you going to build up?
Please take my hand and take me home,
living without you, i feel so alone,
tears are rolling in my soul 24-7,
knowing that you love me personally is like heaven,

You are the only one that can help me,
so i am begging you take over my life,
be the father i never had,
i am tired of being sad,
Come and repair my broken soul,
Desperately hoping that one day you ll make me whole...

truthseeker, you are in my prayers! Please know we care about you! We'll be here for you to believe in you, pray for you, and trust that God will help fill the void in your heart.