Nico--Just saw this and am praying too. And crying, too.
M

Oh Nico. I know exactly what you're talking about....because that's where I am too. I'm not much into praying - but I will give it my best shot for you and hope that God will hear me.

I can't go back to school in this condition. This is dreadful.

I need help. And I don't mean a shrink or meds either.

I'm in trouble here. I'm in the Silver Chair again. Be careful, anything I say at this point might be a lie. Guard your citadels well, and thank you for your prayers and your caring. I'm not worthy. I certainly don't deserve your tears, faithless, treacherous whore of Satan that I am. I feel horrible that anyone here would actually cry because of me, and worse because I can't even do anything to honor that right now. If I could, I would.

Have been trying to post here & say thanks but keeps erasing it, not wanting any information going out. Censors tight.

Nico, you dont need to take orders from him. Please dont let him do this to you! He can NOT snatch you out of God's hand!!!!!

Praying for both of you and lifting you up before the Lord!

Abba Father -

In the name of Your Son, as Your blood-bought Daughter, I petition You as my Abba. Give Nico into the hands of Your Son, and do not allow the other access to her. Abba enclose her in a hedge of protection. According to Your will, I wear the armor, I stand between, calling for Your protection and rescue, for none other will answer.

Abba, make deaf the ears that should not hear, make blind the eyes that should not see, make dazed the minds that should not understand and bring Nico out of bondage. My committment is until none are lost or captive Abba. None. Break open the doors of the cells, cast off the fetters, release the chains, smash the lies and deceptions, and allow the wounded, broken ones to walk free and whole in the light of Your mercy and love.

Give Nico rest and surcease, and the relief and wholeness only the healing of the shed Blood of the Lamb, slain from the foundation of the world can bring. In this time of rememberance, these weeks of preparation, protect Nico from the echos which have passed down through the long ages since calvary, and Pam too. The battle is fought, the victory is won, set the captives free Papa. I speak in the name of Your Son, True Jesus of Nazareth, come in the flesh, sacrificed for us, risen by Your Grace and ascended in glory to pour out His blood on the Mercy Seat for all of us. Let the power of Your Word, return not to You Void according to Your promises, for You Are. Set the captives free, Papa. Please.

Hallelujah, Amen.

When I wake up in the middle of the night (middle of the day for you), I pray for you. When I am going through my day (your night) I pray for you. And when I don't know what exactly to pray, I lift up your name. The HS knows and interprets!

M

This was so amazing when I read it about 3 weeks ago, this is just a part of it.

Quote:

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You may have addicted yourself to fretting and to scolding for a long while, but it has not perfected your Christian character. Now suppose you change the order of things and you begin, when Satan begin to put in the word of complaint, to find fault, you begin to sing a song, if it is the simple hymn, "I will follow Thee, my Saviour, Wheresoe'er my lot may be." Just begin to sing. Do you think that will please the devil and the confederacy of evil angels? No; they will get out of your presence as soon as possible. You have garrisoned the soul against them.

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That makes me laugh with a new found strength, "Jesus, Jesus precious Jesus oh for grace to love Him more"

Oh little Satan you may make us feel good for a while with your lies, but then when we come to our senses we see you for who and what you are, a liar and murderer. But we the children of King Jesus know that the true feeling of love comes only from God and we'll be able to experience it forever! Satan you will be no more. We all a rebuke you in the powerful name of our Lord Jesus Chirst. Leave this child of God alone.

and all the children of the most high said "AMEN"

Nico,

Still praying ... this too shall pass away

Naomi

Still praying...

How are you today, Nico?

Pam- don't give up! Your prayers are needed, too!